Completely messed up

Ciao Childs del demons...

Got nothing to do at home but to just blog.Haven't been blogging for the past few days cause got lots of things to do.Just wish that I could be back in secondary school, having fun even though was under great pressure and stress.[ My Sec. buddies should know pretty well =) ] Hmm..those were the days that will always be treasured in my mind.Well to be precise, a lot of things happened to me lately and this few incidents somehow trigger all my past memories, be it happy or sad moments, all of us bare with it together, =P but what the heck life still goes on even if you think or don't like it.. [ And that you should believe people... ]

Alrite, just wanna say something that i think everybody should keep in mind about.. I understand as the world goes by, human like us do change be it physically, mentally, emotionally, etc.. Bare in mind that your friends [ especially the ones you treat like a part of our family " Bro's and Sis's " ] will always help you along side no matter what happens like the quote " One for all, All for one". I do believe that at times, i am just an irritating freak who doesn't care about friends, a troublemaker and could sometimes be judge as a hypocrite, backstabber maybe... [ like I said, I let people who knows me judge me.. Good or Bad, its what they personally think about me and I truly respect that ] With that i just wanna say that i will try my best to help my friends when they are in need but keep in mind that when you are in the wrong, I can't help you much... So people, do understand that I have my own reasons why about my actions.. Don't ask cause i will only give you an answer that you wouldn't wanna hear and hope you understand it.

I would want to apologise if my actions disturbs you but sometimes....

I feel empty inside, somethings missing.
My future is bleak, just a deep lifeless void.
There's no hope for me, there no love for me.
No one cares when hatred flows inside.
Fuck all of this shit; my whole life is a lie.
I'll just rot here and die as hatred flows inside.

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

Screwed up at 9:34 PM