AfterLife

2007-01-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

Gd afternoon readers...

Well im lazy to blog but there is nothing much i can do about it. In school right now trying to understand my work. Gosh!! its VB, find it hard to understand all the codings. Seems that different people have their own ways of getting a solution but ended up getting the same answer. Weird but that's how coding is.

Haiz.. My mind is going bonkers now and at the rate im going, i won't know what the outcome would be. Well maybe to give you guys a better idea, just take a look at the pic above. That's the state my mind is right now.

Alright talking about it makes me sick.. GAH!!!! alrite i that is all for now. Gotta get ready for my presentation.. later...

"I will always .... you"

2006-12-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

Good Evening Everyone...

A late post again as usual but this time round its not my fault. Due to the bad weather, my internet connection was affected. Im hoping that the rain will stop soon since it had caused a lot of chaos affecting a lot. As much as i love the rain, i don't want to see anymore people in the world suffer.

Rest in peace to all who died in this natural occurrence.....

Had nothing much to do this few days except for trainings. Not moaning about it but seriously its fun. Reminds me of myself back in the old days. Thanks to people that make it happened =).

So most of the time, im at home rotting (although im not dead yet) waiting for something to happen like as if. I know i need to make an effort in order for something to appear....

Haiz anyways i gotta spend the rest of my holidays wisely. Should enjoy myself =P Post another entry soon ya..

Till then...

"I'll find you somewhere and keep on trying, until my dying days....."

Ti amo il mistress morboso

2006-12-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

Ehi i lettori...

Back in business again i guess. It's been a long time since i last wrote my entries. Hmm... about 2 mths i guess. Aights, firstly i want to apologise to my dear readers for nt updating my blog even after being asked to. (lol.. just look at my tagboard if you dun believe me =P) Dun be angry kz!!!

Anyway reason why i haven't been blogging for awhile is because im just plain lazy or doing things which only some of u might know.

Having my holidays now but it truly sucks. Its either i stayed at home and rot to death or i must attend something important. Ask some people and they would go, "Wandi.. GET A LIFE!!". Haiz.. in the condition im in now, think i won't last till the end of the holidays. Somebody help me!!!

* Was looking foward to the holidays but when it started, i'm complaining sheesshhhh!!!

Well then i gotta go for now. Only have a little time to post my entry before i sleep (too tired) but before i leave here a litte something from my friend, stitches in my eyes

* Dont ask me why he have that name but that is just his nick and he love it =)

Funny and amusing hehehehe!!!

Boogeyman

Shut the door and lock it tight,

The boogeyman is coming tonight

He'll jump out your closet

His eyes will gleam

You'll start to trembled

you'll start to scream

he'll claw you chest and bash your head

when the boogeyman leaves

you'll be dead

2006-09-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

"Forget about the past and start a new beginning..."

As for me, i don't really think so... Why? Cause my past memories are the ones that will make me stronger be it emotionally or mentally. To those who knew me well would totally agree with me as to why i make this statement.

Anyway the start of a new semester, a new chapter in my poly life. So far it has been great for me. My new class has already start to gel up with each other and makes all sorts of jokes (jokes..including lame ones too =P) but whenever i look at them, they remind me of old classmates. We had fun and really enjoyed those moments together. Wish it never ends......

As for now, i just hope that everything will just go smoothly and no more of struggles and hardships.. My personal problems or with my friends.

To W15F,
"I really hope to see you guys again soon. Its been awhile since we last had our outings as a class. Maybe we could do that soon... Haha... Miss You PEEPS!!!"

To Angelic Scars,
"My one wish for you would be to be happy always and let all of your memories be a lesson and experience for you. Take it easy at all times and please do take care of urself...

There is still more to come... Try putting the bits of puzzles together and u'll know what i mean....."

Till then.....

Your Presence Is Greatly Appreciated... "Ti Amo Il Mistress Morboso"

2006-09-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Gd Nite......

My past memories ...
My life ...
Is there any emotions and heart left in me? ..

It is quite stressful to have this question deep in my mind..
Is there any answer to it...

Leave me ALONE...

I have to crush many promises just to keep myself together...
Im sorry but please bear with me...

Cries ....... Pains .......

Your presence is greatly appreciated....

2006-09-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

A beautiful disaster..

May just be two words to some but have you ever wonder what is it all about? To me, it means a lot of things be it good or bad.As for now, all i have to say is a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER has just begun.... Sweet....

I've got nothing left
So im taking this knife to my wrists
To let my sorrow bleed away
No more tears and no more pain
And now my wrists have a date with a razorblade
Im sorry i runined my life
Before you were able to live it
And i can hear your breathing
Lying next to me
And id give anything to make you stop
But tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth
And no longer will i hear your breath
Goodnight my love

2006-08-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!!

Yea..again i change my blogskins due to some reasons.Some of you might wonder, why is wandi's blog not gothic and from the looks of it, it might be a bit girlish? Well, its something inside me that wanna show.The thoughts and feelings of a normal human and not being associated by goth for once (although i truly love the sub-culture and will always love it). Another reason would be what happened during the class chalet.. And there i feel that happiness and joy could only happen or occur if you believe in it....(understand it)

The class chalet was a sucess afterall.. I am glad that i coud be a part of it. The joy and fun that we had was amazing and i truly love it.Anyway i wanna say thanks a lot to the people who had made this event successful and memorable.. It is good to see the smiles and laughter but when i had to think abt it, i only had one thought in my mind.. And that is ...

I know....... Im gonna miss W15F......

This is a message to members of W15F....

" Its has been a great pleasure being with all of you even though there are ups and down throughout the whole journey we had for the past 5 months or so.All of you have been a great help to me and i truly appreciate it and even though we will be separated from each other, i believe that all the memorable moments and the bonds we shared will always be close to ours heart.... Cause i know this friendship of ours will never end..... "

Till then.....

Your Presence is truly appreciated.....

The class of W15F

2006-08-18T08:30:00.000+08:00

Lettori Di Buona Mattina..

Again in school and can't escape from this lesson anymore since i already miss it for 3 days.The lesson is crap (To me) but there is nothing i can do about except to attend and listen to what the faci have to say. For once i am lucky that my friend do not...

(shuhui was here)

Opps!! There she goes again..Should have RUN away from her ahackz!! Since its already been written here, might as well leave it hahaha!! No harm right... Okay, early in school and seriously got nth to do. Wish i could have slept at home a bit longer but to bad Wandi. That's life... Anyway i wonder what the problem is for today.. Guess have to wait and find out what is it all about.. Later Lettori.....

End of part One

Alrite, im back in business. Got to find out the problem which is to examine the whole of today's module which is cognitive and problem solving and its really crap. Anyway lots of people have already gone back.They are sick and tired of the module.Im not sure their reasons why but what the heck...

(shuhui was here again, shawn with his furry legs was here as well. Shawn thought by hiding bside wandi and under the table xyndee wun be able to see. But i(XYNDEE) stil saw him. Cos he so small size. HAHAA )

I was caught again by them.Just snatch my lappy and type all this nonsense.Additional information, Shawn is a big size guy.One punch....there i go ahackz!!!Alrite i dun have the mood to blog, so see ya people around (if i can =P)

Your Presence Is Greatly Appreciated.... "Ti amo il mistress morboso"

2006-08-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

Gd morning everyone...

A new day, another hope for us.. That is what i always believe everyday when i woke up from sleep..Knowing that happy moments and nightmares are just dreams. (but dreams do come true..don't they!? Hmmm...)

Alrite then, the past one week has been a bit tough for me, lots of things to do and to take care of but the most interesting moment was to see every single secrets and truth reveals itself one by one. Believe it or not.. As i listen to what a indescribable human had to say, i wonder why must he/she try to cause people a whole lot of trouble.Seriously, i myself can't tolerate those nonsense... Haiz.. Just let me warn you, test my patience and i'll make sure your live is a living hell.. Trust me!! Just don't try me...

Okay..i have to cool down.Enough talking about that uncivilised barbaric human, lets talk about something else, hmmm... oh ya cant wait for the class chalet thingy. It is really gonna be great..hahaha!! There is a lot things that i could lookout for like dares, cross-dresser (if im not wrong) etc... Im just happily waiting for it..ahackz!! hmmm... i'll upload the pamphlet and the tickets later to let you people see.. (sry now using desktop)

Cherios for now. Take care people.....

Your presence is grealty appreciated.... "Ti amo il mistress morboso"

2006-08-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Gd afternoon childs del demons..

(Shu Hui & Dinee was here )

Alrite, this two gurls are really crap.All they do is to disturb people's blog putting their name. Ahackz.. It reminds me of my secondary school years where i use to draw on tables and write i am here.(Vandalism, nah..the teacher didnt catch me so im still innocent =P)Anyway im in school writing my entries when people are doing presentation, bad am i...hahaha!! So for today, everything goes well in school.I had fun with my friends playing games, trying to help out with some events thingy (Hmm..i feel that i didnt do anything much. Sry for not helping much guys.) and learnt about copyright. I didn't know that there are so much complaints from the company against fake products. Well, what do you think people...Is it alrite for fake products to be sold? (Think about it, original products = $$, fake products = bad quality )

Ok, enough of school stuff...Well right now, im waiting for my 1 month holiday.Gonna use that time wisely and do what is right.Also can't wait for my class chalet..Fun, exciting, thrilling, memorable?? Just waiting for the day people.Anyway got to go now, my facilitator is goin to start her 6th presentation. Ahackz....

Cherios people!!

Your presence is greatly appreciated... "Ti amo il mistress morboso <3"

2006-08-05T12:44:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen

Firstly, wanna say sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time.Couldn't find a free time for myself as well as im not sure whether i will be able to blog with my condition.Anyway forget about not being able to blog (If you wanna know why, ask me personally but it s my choice whether to tell or not to tell you)and lets talk about some other topics which are far more greater than that.

Maybe something about what i did for the past 2 weeks or so, had a reunion with my sec friends and its really great after a long time being far away from each other.Some of them changed and some is still the same person that i knew during my sec school.Got to talk to all of them, asking them about their school and life and most of them said, "I miss my sec friends"... Hahaha!! what can i say, i miss you guys too.Wanna how much fun jus check out this pics

Anyway onli got time for this...cherios

Your presence is greatly appreciated... "Ti amo il mistress morboso"

2006-07-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

Lettori di buona sera...

So how are you people? Just checking out cause have not been here for quite sometime now.Been busy with school work, attending classes and events and much more.Thought of blogging in school but i just couldn't (Bet some of you would say "who said so..I can") Luckily i got some peace and quiet time of my own, set aside all my busy schedule to just stay at home and do what i like best....watching television Ahackz!! (Stupid but that is the best thing to do.. =P) Hmm..enough of wasting my time cause its time to blog.Okay something great and something exciting for me.. I wonder..Currently all i think about is having about 4 to 5 more weeks of school with my best buds.This is where i feel that its the climax of the first semester.Left with that amount of time just to joke around, play games (you know what i mean W15F) and when everything ends, it will just become memories that some will not forget.I'm gonna miss you guys!! So what i wish now is for the whole class to have fun together till the time comes to an end.....

End of part One...

Hahaha!! so im in school now doin my work about false advertisement.So today im the bad guy trying to find a misleading fact about an advertisement from machintosh.Anyway most of my classmate when for breakfast so kinda bored.Only thing that i had to deal with is the loud music from SOMEONE (Seriously...its freaking irritating.Let me give you an example, a music is on loudly till the whole class can hear plus the song is played over and over again as though there's only one song in the world now)Alrite, forget about her right now, better to concentrate on my work than unleashing my anger.No use doing it here cause she wouldn't even know.

Anyway this is for il mistress morboso....

"Mettero una lama al mio polso e la lascio sangunaire il segno di away.A indicare che sacrifichero la mia vita per voi....."

Okay..that's all for now, will update soon bye!!!

Your presence is geatly appreciated.... "Ti amo il mistress morboso"

2006-07-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

Lettori di buona sera...

Finally have some rest after a sick day at school.Its freaking tiring, sick and also confusing after being given a problem to solve.Well just give you an idea of what it was, 'Give the atomic configuration and also properties of a ...'.(Well, i can really tell you everything because some readers here might not have done the module..so sorry!!)And yea, did a lot of research (You people should know how RP works..) and since im having fever and headache, i feel like as though my head is gonna explode but is great cause i get to learnt new things for example naming a ... It took me about 2 hours just to figure out this thing and finally after people's presentation, i understand the overall objective of the day's problem.

*That is my life in RP almost everyday..Sucks maybe but what to do..haiz!!

Just ask some of my classmate. Alrite...so enough of my talks about my school life.Just can bear to think of it 24/7 (I'll be dead if i ever do that) Well, maybe i have create a misunderstanding to people who read my previous entry.No worries people, im alrite ok..hahaha.Its just something that i feel like expressing after i noticed a lot of things happened which trigger my past moments.Anyways i hope all of you do take care of your special friends cause you wouldn't know how caring they are for you... (Wait, wait, wait..its not like me to talk like this..whahaha!!) And remember guys, if ever you need someone to talk or lend you a listening ear when there is no one, do approach me k =)

*hey, hey , hey..im not taking advantage yea..just here to help (usually this question will be post to me once i say this esp .... )

Alrite then,

La Vostra Presenza Notevelmente e Apprezzata..

I love Mana..muahahaha!! =P

2006-07-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

Ciao Childs del demons...

Got nothing to do at home but to just blog.Haven't been blogging for the past few days cause got lots of things to do.Just wish that I could be back in secondary school, having fun even though was under great pressure and stress.[ My Sec. buddies should know pretty well =) ] Hmm..those were the days that will always be treasured in my mind.Well to be precise, a lot of things happened to me lately and this few incidents somehow trigger all my past memories, be it happy or sad moments, all of us bare with it together, =P but what the heck life still goes on even if you think or don't like it.. [ And that you should believe people... ]

Alrite, just wanna say something that i think everybody should keep in mind about.. I understand as the world goes by, human like us do change be it physically, mentally, emotionally, etc.. Bare in mind that your friends [ especially the ones you treat like a part of our family " Bro's and Sis's " ] will always help you along side no matter what happens like the quote " One for all, All for one". I do believe that at times, i am just an irritating freak who doesn't care about friends, a troublemaker and could sometimes be judge as a hypocrite, backstabber maybe... [ like I said, I let people who knows me judge me.. Good or Bad, its what they personally think about me and I truly respect that ] With that i just wanna say that i will try my best to help my friends when they are in need but keep in mind that when you are in the wrong, I can't help you much... So people, do understand that I have my own reasons why about my actions.. Don't ask cause i will only give you an answer that you wouldn't wanna hear and hope you understand it.

I would want to apologise if my actions disturbs you but sometimes....

I feel empty inside, somethings missing.
My future is bleak, just a deep lifeless void.
There's no hope for me, there no love for me.
No one cares when hatred flows inside.
Fuck all of this shit; my whole life is a lie.
I'll just rot here and die as hatred flows inside.

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-07-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

Wow...

How long has it been since i last update my blog.Feel so awkward and happy but at the same time lazy to write an entry.Hmmm...What to do, if not i will get many nagging from others asking me to..Well, let's see, what am i suppose to write here...

I wonder....

Hahaha..Wandi, stop being crap.(Bet some of you will say "Your so L***" especially ermm...) Alrite, first thing ITALY won!! How i wish i was in the stadium, joining the Italy fans celebrating their winning over GERMANY..Ahackz!! Pray hard that Italy win this year World Cup cause im gonna be really happy =p.

Well, my life is almost the same everyday. Monday to Friday school as per normal but sometimes im just like a lazy old bum who wants to stay at home and not going to school.So soem of you think that my weekends should be filled with lots of fun since that is what poly students do but sorry to say..Nope. It's just as boring as any other days, sitting down at home to rot..

Oh well, i got to go...my dad starts nagging already. Will update again tomolo since its not finished yet.See ya people!!!

P.S What a nice mickey!! hehehehe!!!

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-06-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

Gd Afternoon childs del demon...

Im still in school blogging alone at the corner of the library.Nice feeling, no one to disturb you or even interrupt you doing your work.(Some of you should know what i mean)I truly believe that being alone is the best time for someone to think peacefully or relax their mind.Alright, maybe a bit of what happen in school today, find it pretty interesting when the teacher actually present the question to us about conclusions especially the statement that was post to us.So did some research and was shocked to hear that this guy named Jean Charles de Menezes was accidentally killed and on top of that, there was 7 head shots..Cool isn't it, oops!! i mean bad, seriously bad and yea, now waiting for the teacher to come and present our works...

Wait, wait, wait i go to go now my facilitator is here already...

Your presence is greatly apreciated...

2006-06-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Well, well, well....

Just wondering what i can talk about today...Not much since i went didn't went to school because of some reason.I think i seriously got no mood till the end of the week to study.Too much things to think and also taken care of.Anyway not to bored all of you much futher, i will change the topic.

Let's see, what can i talk about....
Alrite let's talk about this question, "What is life without words?".Was watching this video clip stating a fact that a phrase from someone can change the whole environment.Well, i personally feel tat is true but i still have some problems that i can't really say out but what the heck, hehehe im just waiting for right the time and the next thing you know KABOOM!!! There it goes.....

Till then, i let this question to be answer by you... Think wisely...

Your presence is grealty appreciated...

2006-06-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Gd Night Signore e Signori...

Have a whole lots of fun in school today.One whole day of pure relaxation, doing nothing except for playing games.Well, actually that are some work to be done but its all finish during my first break out.So for the rest of the time, i was asked to think out a best solution for a conflict (Interpersonal) and what i can say to all of you is that mostly it uses your mind to think.(It will naturally come to you during a conflict...Believe me, i know..)

Lets see i believe i wrote something out today since i was back home early.Sit down at a quiet place and inspiration came in my mind.So here it goes....

It's time to die
think of it
drink the poison
and you will say goodbye
You don't care anymore
we don't care
you should just go
no body will know.
The blood drooping
down your neck
screaming intill you die
you won't feel it
I promise.

Nocturnal Humans

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-06-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

Gd afternoon ladies and gentlemen...

Phew!! finally, weekend at last after one whole freaking week in school.Realise that school is getting tougher and tougher this days.Anyway there's a lot happening in school, get to see my friends, gossiping (hmmm...don't tell me you never gossip before), stress myself up with programming, problems just like a typical student and much more.Anyway its been like a week i didn't update my blog.Guess im to busy with watching world cup since its getting interesting day after day.Doing that i never realise what is going on with environment.I really need to catch up with my old friends (Wondering how they are now.....).Well i seriously got nothing much to say now but i'll be updating my blog at night, thats for sure.Till then...

What a freaky hot afternoon!!

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-06-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

Well..For today's entry, i would like to enter a poem done by my friend 'Rosebud'. (Her nick..)The reason why i do this is because this poem have a lot of meaning to it and i feel that i will be great i were to let all the people who reads this blog see it.

The Deathly Beauty

She doth lay
pale, beautiful
Among the flowers
Her last wish
Embraced in death

Lily white flesh
against blood red roses
Melody of silence
Chimes sweetest prayers

My deathly beauty
doth lay so sweet
Fragile, wanting
Angelic closed eyes
Moon-kissed lips
Dreams locked in innocence

Quiet sounds loom
Deep within the night
In the last farewell
To my deathly beauty

Credits to 'Rosebud'

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-06-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

Gd Night child's of ...

Let's see, its almost a week that i didn't blog.Guess i got no time for myself although im having holidays for the past two weeks.Even if i have some free time for myself, i would spent it by doing other things such as watching anime , sleep, slack and lots more.(Don't ask me anything about my holidays..It sucks truly)

Well..maybe i talk something about my blog.Why a guy like would even bother by all this nonsense and nuisance stuff?(Actually its not) At first i was wondering what is so great about it and fid that many people in my class is having it.I thought it was crap after looking at it and decided to just leave it as it is and no coment about.Right after that all my friends was asking whether i have my own blog and from there the entries begins....

All my entries here is not to hurt anyone but to express my feelings which i don't really do outside(If you people know what i mean except for certain occasion or scenario)For me it is something that i appreciate and can be only express through words.Although it might be an everday activity that happen to me, i personally feel that it is something to remember and this blog actually helps me do that.So happens you were to read this blog, i hope that u will appreciate it and if there is anything that you disagree with, do tell me and we can talk about it.

With that, i think i'll end it here since i don't really wanna brag about it much.Thank you to people that usually visit my blogs and hope all of you have fun.Feel free to tag and if ever you wanna argue about things that is being tag by people, GO AHEAD!! (Don't be angry at me =p),

Cherios...

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-06-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

Look at the clouds during the day and see other worlds.
I soar through them much like i would a ghost.
Through me, i feel my mother
Expreses things she never go to.
In me... My mother still alive.She is with me in every match i wrestle,
Everday i live, every breath i breathe,
I owe my mother my life... Her soul has it.

2006-06-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon child's of .....

Finally have a peace and quiet time of my own without my siblings to interfere or disturb me doing my work.All the time at home, nothing to do except to revise my work in school, keep myself fit and also watch the live WORLD CUP that is currently going on now.

Anyway's, i really can't wait to go back to school.Firstly its because i totally damn bored at home.Secondly, i wanna get my work done and also have fun in school although it stress me up sometimes.Last but not least to meet my friends.The people who make me interested to go to school (Shawn.I think i should know what i mean =p).

Alrite, i know a few entries are short but sorry guys cause i got something to do everytime i wanna blog.So when i have the time i shall blog and make sure the entries are long.Got to go, till then...

Your presence is greatly appreciated....

2006-06-09T11:07:00.000+08:00

Gd morning ladies and gentlemen...

Another day that is filled with boredness and crap.Thought holidays was great but in turn out to be a dead and restless one.Although its dead at least i did somethings to make myself entertain the whole week.Went to Sentosa with my friends, meet my blood brothers and ya, that's about it.

The Sentosa trip was cool and interesting.Never had gone to the beach with my poly friends and haha..All the bloopers revealed itself and im happy for them cause they had lots of fun but sorry Dinee got to rush home as soon as i was out of Sentosa.Hope they have lots of fun till 6+ (If im nt wrong).

Hmm..anyways i seriously bored and got no mood to blog now.Maybe i will blog again tonite or tomorrow depending on my mood.And to people out there have fun during your holidays ya...

Your presence is greatly appreciated....

2006-06-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

One soul, One life....

Alright, im glad to say im back to my own self again.Many things happened for the past one week or so.(You know who you are...)I might not be a part of it but i hate to see this things happening right in front of me.Maybe it fate they i have to go through this but what the heck, at least i can live with it (I mean my other self..If u know what i mean..)Finally i really know more about myself.Only for now i shall keep quiet but if it ever triggers, people be prepared cause im not who you think. Actually im writing this few entries not to scare all of you or make you feel angry and bad.Im just trying to make people realise that in this world you have to prepare for the worst outcome of life, that's part of it.There are lots more to what is written and i shall let you understand it for yourself.Sorry to make you think but that's it and don't ask me why ok......

Anyways this few days have been boring to me.Nothing to do but to slack at home, games, games and more games.I seriously need a time out for myself.For a guy whose active (I think i am) i can't slack.Fitness and fun is my game.I really need someone to train with me.Haha, anybody will do.Yea i think tts about it for now.Will stop bragging here.

Cherios...

Your presence is greatly appreciated....

2006-06-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Gd Evening demon's child... So have you figure what it all means. The past two entries of my blog.. If not, keep on thinking but remember the clock is ticking.Its drawing near and by the time you figure it out, it might be to late....

..+TrueGoth+..

Alrite have to get hold of myself again.I dunno whatz wrong with me.Well, everytime i think about something, i have my other side to interfere with my thinking.Maybe its due to environment, my surrounding.Tell me...what do i have to be normal.For now, i wish that every truth and lies shall reveal itself so that i know what is going on. Please..

Life

2006-06-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

The truth shall uncover itself and all doubts will be answer.

A phrase that all of you might be wondering about.Questions will be playing in your mind, wondering about...

The answer to it lies in your hands.
Only the strong will make the right decision but the weaklings can't be helped
Realised that you decide everything, every single one of it..

whispers of memories
like night's distant echoes
stale words of wisdom
and the memories of those
whose lives streaked the stains
of time on my face
who opened these wounds
and then vanished untraced
who part of me once knew
though shadowed and faceless
but all left behind now
broken, bleeding, and faithless

Understand this and you shall know the meaning of today's entry ....

Your presence is greatly appreciated...

2006-05-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last update my blog.Had lots of things to do for the week and i seriously feel tired.Currently not having any inspiration to write goth poems nor have any idea to write my blog, hmmmm...well i think for this entry i wanna talk about life.Before i start i would all of you who is reading this blog to ask yourself a question.

What is the definition of life and do you understand life?

With this question being ask, i guess a lot of you might be wondering why all of a sudden.So this is my answer to all of you...... My friends and I have been observing our surrounding and environment for quite sometime now, seeing what people do, why they do it and last but not least what is their main purpose of doing it.While some actions are good and courteous, i bet you will never believe me that there are some actions which are irritating, disgusting and also can't be forgiven (the words in italics is a view by me and not others).I believe all of you have experience or seen this actions before, so you think it is really easy to answer the question BUT...

Do you know where your heading in life?
Have you ever think what are you going to do in life?
What actions do you have to take to achieve the climax of life?
etc...

*All of your views are being respected here meaning i respect your principles of life so do not worry.Hope all mistakes or misunderstanding here are forgiven if it ever hurts you in any way.

End Of Part 1

Nth to do much today

2006-05-26T14:19:00.000+08:00

Good Afternoon ladies and gentlemen...

Hmm..what shud i write today..I really wonder myself.I think for a start, lets talk about some gamers that i observe.I only wana ask them a question, why must all of you curse each other when it is only a game and you will never earned anythin from it.I bet they can't give me a good reason.I mean its really just a game after all.Untill then, i shall let them figure out themselves and one more thing dun mess arnd coz someday they might get hurt.Not by me but some other people out there.

Well lets have a proper start then, i didn't go to sch today.Seriously i don't know whats wrong with me coz ive been having a lot of sickness lately.It might be that im not really ok when having the rugby trial and now the starting of a strict diets again. ( You people shud know what i mean if ur sick) Here at home helping out my group to lighten their burden but i don't tink i did much.All the credits to them.Anyway i hope that i'll feel beta soon ( i would prefer today) since my x'capade race is tomolo.Yea i think its going to be a fun day as me and my friends will be battling with alot of groups.Lookin foward for it.Go Teamo Supremos!!

And yea Hide..Soon its ur birthdae hehehehe =p tyme fer me to tests out the new D3 hahaha. Joking but i still want the match to go on during the holidays when all of us is free.Train hard bro.Till then...

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I made it

2006-05-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

Yahooo...

Haha..All of you might be wondering wat im happy about rite =) .Nth much but i actually made it to the RP rugby team.Somethin that i want to achieve when i first entered republic poly.Anyways its fun meeting new people but i can tell you that the training is DAMN tough.At first i thought the trials was easy but they actually test you on ur fitness and also skills.I guess the most toughest throughout the whole training was the fitness.Its like the survival of the fittest.

Anyways i loove the problem today..Its about blood and heart.The topic that i really love the most =p ( if u know what i mean ).Yea i guess thats about it fer today..wana get some sleep cause im really tired.Alrite i 'll keep updating my blog if i got the time ya

cherios.

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A game to play

2006-05-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

Alrite people..
Firstly i wana say sry fer not putting up the video.Guess im not sure how to put it up and also dunno whether it can play if i were to put up in my blog.

Anyways today's lesson was a boring and dull lesson fer me.Seriously, when all of you should know who is in my group. ( i dun even care about her. She doesnt even exist to me =.= ) I think today's lesson was a bit draggy and boring. A lot of my frenz was falling asleep while listening to the teacher 6th presentation.Haha, i guess thats life in rp and think im beginning to hate the lesson day by day. (onli sum modules people... ) After skool, me and my frenz when to the library to play a game monopoly.At first i didn't bother to play the game but it get interesting when i started a lot of money.. Who doesn't like big bucks in monopoly or life ahackz.

Yea i guess that about it..Overall i think my day sux big time because of somethin =/ So maybe i'll update my blog soon coz i wana get some slp fer tomorrow's big day.Bubye!!

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What a day..

2006-05-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Ciao people of ( whateva country ur frm) .....

Today's story..hmmm really got nth much to talk abt. I had lots of fun in school as always haha..Have nice classmates, some are mad where i can go nuts while some are stress out with normal school routine ( Relax!! Chill, its onli the beginning ya =p) and much more.All i can say is that you will never know them till you actually see them.So ya, after school had my poly forum.Its interesting but i dun tink i can get in coz the questions ask are really "CHIM".Haha but overall im quite happy with my performance in class todae.. =)

Alright i tink here comes the best part ahackz....
Today i became a paparazzi.Damn, its cool people..hahaha got to take some pics shots and videos abt wat a court might be like. ( this is related to the problem given in my module today ) Caught some bloopers along the whole session.

What a long day fer me today..Guess i beta get engh rest and get ready for tomolo's lesson ENTERPRISE..Maybe i upload the video tmr..Gd nyte people!!!

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3 resting days

2006-05-21T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hello people, its me again..yadayadayada...

Its good to have 3 days of resting at home..feeling a bit better than last friday.Had a bad cough and also flu..damn, its really sickening.Everything is restricted, can't eat chocs sweets and much more.Wateva it is i felt good listening to my mum advice coz now im feel alive and not dead.

Anyways this 3 days had a lot of fun too. Went to help my dad fixed up his car..how i wish i cud drive it man.I wish my birthdae was earlier, can get car license a.s.a.p. Ahackz..talkin abt this i still rmbr abt my brader HAZMI...yo dude ur birthdae is comin soon.Beta get ur car license and after that u can drive arnd singapore.Haha kiddin bro. =p

Hmm..i guess this is it.I'll write again maybe tomolo or something..Kinda giddy after taking my medicine..Bubye and have fun people!!!

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2006-05-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

Its a night of darkness, a song of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their howls, the thirsty one awakes.

A curling wisps of death shrouds her gaunt form,
a brooding wrath.

Her midnight hair cascades over
pale and delicate shoulders, and her
full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the
blood streaming from the
pale flesh beneath her.

Now a night of new awareness,
i awaken.....

Wazzup today..

2006-05-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

Buona sera people..

Today was quite a fun day der me in skool ahackz.Got to sabo my fren and also did my work damn fast.Didn't expect it to be so cool.I really thought the problem today was hard since i forget a lot of maths formula ( i mean its been a long time since i last touch a mths book..to be exact its before o levels..u can count urself don't u).Anways most of my time today is spent on computin.Its really fun having to use the visual studio.Got to do programming of boxes and lots more but need time to think.Luckily there is my classmate to help haha..thanx peeps.After skool was the greatest day eva..haha got so sabo my fren by drawing her legs and hand using marker..i wudnt knoe how it feels like but i can tell u its full of polka dots hehe ( jgn mara..=p).Yep tts about it fer todae..damn im so tired.So i tink i shall write again soon..bye fer now!!!! =p

la vostra presenza notevolmente e apprezzata....

Bad day

2006-05-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..what a bad day for me and my friends.Science was so dull and boring.Wish i cud slp and do nth because i dun even understand a single thing.Ask my fren whether they understand but most of them say "nah, i think i juz know a bit of what is being ask today" ahackz..Anyways today it feels so awkward.I dunno what is going on but i hope it doesnt affect me fer the whole of this week cause i want to keep a constant grade..no C's fer me plz.Haha, damn seriously gt nth much to say when i wana update my blog..

People sry fer the little entries made..findin time and idea of wat to write haizzz..tts it fer now cherios...

La mia presenza notevolmente e apprezzata...

The Remembrance Of My Death

2006-05-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

All, all around the sinister creatures gathered.
My dread grows as the stoke of death
falls again my naked soul.

It slays me, and darkly my blood drips
to the fallen despairing leaves.
In pain i cry out, why?!
while the end of life approaches .

Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon uncaring eyes.

This is my Doom.......

Happiness...

2006-05-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

Im happy to be with my friends this past few days.Happy because we shared joy and laughter together and most important of all having fun all the time.My friend organise a bbq on saturday and the only thing i can tell u is that we have lots of fun.I have knew and been with them for about a month now and im seriously happy with them.Got to see some of my friends joker side and lots more hahaha.Some got sabotage and others spent their time eating. ( lols..don't be angry at me ok) Anyways, i hope to have more gatherings soon.Got to go now so i guess i write another post soon

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Lies...

2006-05-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

Seriously i wana know what happened? It seems that everybody is acting weirdly every now and then.Hmm.. I guess if somebody got something to say or to show, please do it in front of me.What the heck, it won't hurt all of you right.I really don't understand why you people are doing it to me or even to other people.Are you just making fun or just for your own amusement.I can tolerate all nonsense from people but how bout others.Try putting youself in their own shoes and think...... I really hope this thing end soon...... Think about it people......

Slacker

2006-05-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

What the heck.Its really a stupid day fer me...i really dunno wat to do at home. Nk klua tapi malas..haiz just hoping that tomolo wont be the same as todae haha. Anyway have a nice week at sch with ma frenz..did alot of things together and i really apreciate them. ahackz i wana sleep already since i got nth to do so gd nite!!

Cherios...

Devoids of love

2006-05-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, Entwined are we.
The understanding for which you sacrifice yourself
Flares once, then dies,
Swallowed by guilt.
All hope must surely perish.

Your love is no more.
How could you fail to believe?
Shadows surrounds us, crying,
We have lost our way.